Krissy

Don’t even try understand this

So the full story is too long and rambling to type out, but basically this group of people I was friends with before I left, now I’m back I made the decision to not try really rekindle the friendships, due to a few different reasons.

Last night I get a text from one of the girls, something she did recently (or didn’t do actually) is one the reasons I made said decision. Anyway, she ends up asking if I am free next weekend to catch up with everyone for drinks.

I’m probably sound totally irrational, and this post probably doesn’t even make any sense unless you know the full story, but this just pissed me off. I don’t particularly want to catch up with these people, but I don’t really have an excuse not to.

I guess I am kind of angry still over things, and this just made me even more… I know harbouring feelings of resentment and whatnot are not good for the mind and body in general, hence the reason I asked my ex the other day to not be in contact for a while. I guess making the decision to not be friends with these people is part of that too - cut all the toxic people out of my life, so I can move on and be surrounded by people that actually do care and appreciate my friendship.

But now I am being pulled back in by these people and I don’t know what to do.