January 2012
8 posts
Having a broncoscopy later today so they can see what’s going on with my lungs. Hoping it all goes ok!!
About to do something hopefully I won’t regret.
MELTING!! And it’s only 6:30am on day 2 of this week long heat wave ^_^
Off to see a lung specialist .. Hopefully sort out what is wrong with me!
It’s only been 9 mths together but it’s been the happiest so far.. & in a few days it will be 9 mths till we tie the knot.. Can’t wait!!
Saw a Saab with the license plate WASSSAAB. Hehehe.
On a spending ban!!! Must try to adhere to it.
FUCK put a massive dent in the passenger door of my sister’s car. FML.
December 2011
2 posts
2011 - what a year it's been!
Time for the annual blog post of the year! This year has sped by. So much has happened, life changing stuff for sure.
January… Started the year off with many (dud) dates and even a stalker.
February… Met the man who is now the love of my life. Didn’t know that at the time though. I was sick of internet dating by this stage though, so was just having fun with N and slowly...
Tempting fate by drinking a mocha chill.
November 2011
4 posts
Flowers
Saw a florist yesterday. Won’t get much change out of a grand for all the flowers I need. Eep!!
Why are weddings so expensive? $1500 for a limo, the DJ costs less than that and does more work!!
7 fabulous months ♥
Feel like my world collapsing out from under me..
October 2011
4 posts
And now it’s 4AM and I’m wide awake and can’t get back to sleep, meanwhile Mr Shirtless over here has passed out and sleeping soundly.
Crisis averted. Keys found.. In his pocket. Clearly too drunk to notice they were there lol
And he lost his house and car keys. Way to go babe. I’m just fascinated how he even ended up stuck inside some complex, he can’t recall.
Fiancé went out to a concert. Calls me drunk to pick him up in some industrial area w no idea how he got there. I find him shirtless.
September 2011
1 post
Off to check out a possible wedding reception venue!
August 2011
7 posts
Making the most of my day off.. Getting a pedicure.
Things to reflect on..
Are you going to let your fears come up and bite you on the bum? Or are you going to face them head on and see if that old tried and tested method of dealing with fear actually gets rid of them? Are you going to let worries about something which might never happen drag you down or - worse - keep you up at night? Or are you going to do your absolute best to see the bigger picture? Keeping things in...
Me thinking: I feel like spaghetti for dinner. Nathan: What do you want for dinner, I was thinking spaghetti. Me: OMG mind reader!
In such a f-ing sh!tty mood atm.
It’s horrible knowing someone hates you so much, and they haven’t even met you..
Four little words every girl dreams of...
I heard them today ♥
If you insist on listening to your crappy music at loud volumes at least use headphones where no one else can hear it. Grr.
July 2011
2 posts
Keep it to yourself
I just realized my last few posts have just been about my bf’s ex. Now I must sound like some crazy bitch myself obsessing about her.. I promise you I’m not!
However… More updates on the ex..
So last night his daughter says to me.. ‘my mum wants you to choke’. On further elaboration, it seems she wants me to choke in my sleep. And also wants the police after me.
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Bf’s ex called me a home wrecker even though he has been broken up with her 6 months before we got together. Bitter much?
June 2011
7 posts
Bf’s crazy ex sent me a request/nasty msg on FB. Must be the better person & ignore. Think she gone crazy cos he told her he loves me.
Crazy ex
So got a friend request from the bf’s ex this morning. Didn’t realize right away but she had added a message to the request which said (paraphrased cos her spelling and grammar leave a lot to be desired!!)
‘If this is N’s girlfriend don’t add me. I don’t want you around my baby. 4/5 weeks before you met her he was sending me pics and telling me how much he...
Boyfriend meeting the parents tonight.. Next big step !
Ahh what a shitty workday. Want to go home and crawl up in bed :(
First time back at the gym after nearly 2 weeks off.. This is gonna hurt
who knew that 4 months ago, the decision to meet you would change my life… these past 4 months have had their ups and downs, but i wouldn’t change them as we wouldn’t be here today otherwise..
Deal or no deal
Everyone has dealbreakers when it comes to dating and relationships. I’m not one of those fussy girls who has a checklist a mile long. My main ones are height (sorry shortys!), age (older than me) and no children (but must want them one day). Sure there is other things like honesty, employed, good sense of humour etc but I think most people want a generally decent and moral person I...
May 2011
12 posts
It’s already June!!
BF has asked me to fill in on his netball team tonight as they are short players. I haven’t played it in 15 yrs. What could go wrong?! Lol.
Hello caffeine!
About to meet my bf’s daughter. Nervous!!
Love overhearing ppl who know nothing about technology, talk about technology and what things they have no clue about.
Didnt have my parking permit displayed and got a bloody fine. $&@!
So last night I told him that I love him.. He replied I love you too however I’m not sure he just said that because I said it or if he really meant it.
It wasn’t mentioned for the rest of the night or this morning, but now I’m too scared to broach the subject again, don’t want to seem like some needy person who needs to be told they are loved.
Sigh.
So this weekend it’s going to be ‘meet the parents’. Hopefully without any crazy Ben Stilleresque adventures.
“You have to say the things and do the things that really matter to you today...”
How soon is too soon to say ‘I love you’?
Job interview .. Nervous!
Happiness is not just having what you want, but also wanting what you have.
April 2011
9 posts
he loves me, he loves me not
so talking last night, and we both said “i really like you” to each other. then he said (paraphrasing)…
“sometimes i want to say i love you but it may be too much or too soon”.
so i reply… “well aren’t you half saying it to me now then?”
and his reply “i suppose i am”.
but then the topic wasn’t discussed again.
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reassurance
i hate the fact i feel like i need to constantly reassured. it just makes me feel even more insecure and doubtful.
to be together, or not?
so been an interesting past few days. “reconnected” with HIM via facebook on monday. chatted for 5 hours. by the end, we agreed to give it another shot. he tells me he is happy. but i don’t feel the same way, as i am lost and confused if going back into this is the right thing to do.
so let’s fast forward to now. saw him 3 days in a row. did a lot of talking. again he says...